what next?

i always think about what next..and i don’t know what to do right now…

hope u success !

now this day my friend going to jakarta to have interview and psychology test prepare to entering the company…

if he pass it..he will in Malaysia..because that company operating there

you are my best friend..

go get it!!!

Reconcile Violation! How ?

Seeing some your friend going to finish hiz/her school..and i just lost in my dark .Hearing Violation from your heart…and don’t know how to reconcile it…

I Really Lost my Self..and i hate my self…

…

I wish I could go out from here ..

a point…just a point

hmm…

now i felt better than before..i meant going to normal..meanwhile everything has been lost..now i decided to write my journey of my life.. and maybe someday my sons will read about my life when i was young..

my friend and so on ..i haven’t ever speak to them till now..because i don’t know how to speak to them..because maybe in their mind i still crazy..and different right now..like a creepy person..i don’t know from where the statement come to my stupid head…although i want to say hi to them too…but you know..

someone can feel what the people look to him/her..

huh..some kind of nerd of me ….

i know this blog is boring..and no body want read my blog..but i feel better..when i write it all my feeling..

thanks me …:D

curhat

here i am sitting in a dark weakness of life…

such as waiting for a death but didn’t come true till now…

now i decided to write again in my blog …and i want improve my english too..

although my english is really sucker…i mean have bad structure and grammar..

but i hope u can understand “what the hell” in my mind in my blog…

my life is poor and my love is so pure..

i just don’t understand what the hell with me..

since i have lost my love with a girl in my age 17.. i have bad character and totally bad..

sometimes i did bad behaviour and ect …

and now i think i am death right now..

everything is lost …

love u my heart.. i hope u have good life with someone u like …