what next?

i always think about what next..and i don’t know what to do right now…

hope u success !

now this day my friend going to jakarta to have interview and psychology test prepare to entering the company…

if he pass it..he will in Malaysia..because that company operating there 😀

you are my best friend..

go get it!!!

Reconcile Violation! How ?

Seeing some your friend going to finish hiz/her school..and i just lost in my dark .Hearing Violation from your heart…and don’t know how to reconcile it…

I Really Lost my Self..and i hate my self…

…

I wish I could go out from here ..

a point…just a point

hmm…

now i felt better than before..i meant going to normal..meanwhile everything has been lost..now i decided to write my journey of my life.. and maybe someday my sons will read about my life when i was young..

my friend and so on ..i haven’t ever speak to them till now..because i don’t know how to speak to them..because maybe in their mind i still crazy..and different right now..like a creepy person..i don’t know from where the statement come to my stupid head…although i want to say hi to them too…but you know..

someone can feel what the people look to him/her..

huh..some kind of nerd of me ….

i know this blog is boring..and no body want read my blog..but i feel better..when i write it all my feeling..

thanks me …:D

curhat

here i am sitting in a dark weakness of life…

such as waiting for a death but didn’t come true till now…

now i decided to write again in my blog …and i want improve my english too..

although my english is really sucker…i mean have bad structure and grammar..

but i hope u can understand “what the hell” in my mind in my blog…

my life is poor and my love is so pure..

i just don’t understand what the hell with me..

since i have lost my love with a girl in my age 17.. i have bad character and totally bad..

sometimes i did bad behaviour and ect …

and now i think i am death right now..

everything is lost …

love u my heart.. i hope u have good life with someone u like …